What a depressing day for me today.

Looking through picture perfect photographs of facebook friends and acquaintances tends to do that to me. I’m oscillating between desire and relief but most of all, I’m crushed. My hope is still alive that there are miracles yet to be but the flow of time goes on so sometime I waver. I wish for strength to remain faithful and true, for love to answer my questions and for kindness to pay forward.

I need to believe that I’ll be a victor at the end of this journey.